hey guy's i have had a pretty ruff weekend with some high point's and some low point's.
I will start with last Thursday out with my Musical Theatre class and my old Drama class and My Current Performing Art's teacher, there a great bunch now i no that if i had a performance on they would come and support me not like certain peeps who call them selves my friends (not including those with valid excuses) like key's and millage. Anyway's i got drunk (not a supprise) and found out that a lot of the Drama class boy's amoung other guy's in my college fancied me. I think this is due to the clothes or lack of that i was wearing at my show case, my little black dress with no back very low cut and very short little black dress and my skimppy black sports bra, combats and fishnet glove number too. Guy's it's just skin!
But anywho i told the guy from college that i liked him he said he liked my friend so i said right i'm not your type then he replyed with yes, so i asked my friend if she liked him, she said yes. So told her he liked her and now they are together.(That was not the bad part of my weekend).
So i wasn't upset this was because there was someone else i had feelinds for real feelings! So after i had a chat with my good friend Joel and sobbered up i asked my friend Kimberly to borrow her phone i phoned this guy up and told him how i felt, (hey your still up then, i have something to tell you, how should i put this i like you and i feel like your the only one) he replyed with do you want to e-mail me so i can e-mail you back. I said ok not a good sign is it guy's.
On to friday:
friday i went out with pretty much, new college friends Pia, Floura, Sherrick and Ocean. I know awsome names right?! Well Pia is from a place Called Penay (i betcha i spelt that wrong) in Asia she is Half Asian though i think. Floura is Turkish i think and i think the boys Ocean and Sherrick just have creative perents.
Right well we had a great time having pizza getting drunk taking pictures having a good time.
so when i went home on the train i saw this man very hansome i might add so natraully i looked at him then he looked at me, then he sat beside me, all i could think was ok hot guy sitting next to me and i'm drunk gonna say something stupid!
But when HE started the convo i was fine he told me he lived in beckenham and hangs out the same places i do he also had a cute queens english accent and dark hair blue eyes and worked in london. We had a good chat didn't ask for my number though but said he would see me around.
(not holding my breath).
On to Saturday went to football with my friend Lauren to watch my Church play Penge Family Church. Then in the everning i went to a Charity Ball organised by the very lovely and very funny Jonnie Hornner . It was great didn't get drunk had a good time danced the night away to this amazing band called BackBeat Village, I would marry them all if i could even the girl there that amazing!
On to Sunday:
I went to Church it wasn't a full house like usall but praise was good i missed most of the serman as i kept falling asleep (so tired). Then i went to the internet cafe this is were the sad new's but not bad new's comes in this guy that i told i liked had e-mailed me back he pretty much told me in the harshed way possible that he wasn't intrested so we were friends so if he wasnt intrested i thought he would have said it nicer considering i am a girl and all too. So i cried right there inthe cafe it's a shame because i spent all that time thinking he might be the right kind of guy for me but the way he e-mailed back showed me how wrong i was.(Sad news).
And here comes the bad news! straight after i just carried on with chatting to my over 10 years long term friend one of my best friends and told her what had happened, so she tried to cheer me up with one of those my life is worse things. She said one of her Organs are damedge it an illness it is terminal and she will eventally die. (She wins)!
What a great weekend Aye?
Her consoltation and operation is on Valentines Day if she is lucky, but what5 has happened to her not a lot of people come back from it. (So everyone Pray for me for her please).
